suoiriled ?

2010-08-03T05:27:00.001-07:00

haha, everytime i look back at this blog, my ex posts are so "cute" -_- .

but i won't delete them tho, they're memories..

just wanted to say that, when i was in the hospital,

i was extremely scared, every second, when you were not by my side, mom.

and dad too, i didn't miss you out, don't worry :) i love you 2, my parents.

2010-05-03T07:46:00.000-07:00

MY Official Song of 2010.

TTL (Time To Love) - T-ara & Supernova

2010-04-13T02:47:00.000-07:00

Obsessed with Maroon 5 now :)

But seriously.. i feel, weird now.

It's been about 2 years since J*****

i feel like such a S******

I need to get over this ;)

It feels disgusting

The end

2010-03-12T17:39:00.000-08:00

Re-opened this blog as i feel that it's probably the only thing i can open up completely to now..
nobody understands me.. maybe they say they do but.. they don't feel what i'm feeling now..

Valerie

I've always wondered. What are you thinking ? Are you thinking of me ? What are you doing, at this very second. Do you miss me ? Well Val, I do miss you.

Remember when we always told each other that we'll never leave one another's side ? How we, simply didn't say anything yet we knew how contented we were.

To me, the good times we had together, always overthrow the bad times, even at it's worse. So, did you consider the good times we had ? or were the bad times just too overwhelming.

Val, it was, or should've been, all about us. Not one guy or girl should come between us or even crossed our mind, that's what i always believed in, did you ?

When you broke up with me, for the last time, it was ringing in my head like, a siren that spoiled and won't shut up, that, someone could be involved in this. You told me it's only about us, and i believed you.

So, was it that easy to, hold his hand, kiss him, tell him you loved him ? you said, you didn't love him, but you liked him, was that a reason to be with him ? to kiss the lips of another man who's lips used to be mine, in one day, was it that easy, Val ?

Actions speak louder than words and, you actions definately spoke.. So did mine when i said i don't think that we should've been together anymore, but deep inside, i could still look at you as i loved you.

Did you even, think about me, when you were close to other guys ?

About, how paranoid and insecure you were. When i was the one always true to my heart, and to yours.

Is it really the end now ? Only God knows. I would not smile saying i hope we move on because i wish we never had to. The only regret i have had in those 2 years was not showing you how much i truly loved you, and cared for you, as my baby.

Random Entry #1

2009-12-17T10:03:00.000-08:00

Dear blog, :)
It is exactly 2:04am on my computer clock.
A few more weeks and i'll be back in school.

I'm hungry but I don't wanna eat because i just got my teeth brushed.

Tired, but don't wanna sleep, feels like a waste of my holiday..

Bored, exactly why i'm blogging this crap right now.

It is now 2:05am on my computer clock.

I CARE.

2009-08-31T04:11:00.003-07:00

Stupid blog. i thought i freaking closed you already. bloody hell just freaking close already la freaking shit. stupid blog. just die la

2009-03-21T09:39:00.000-07:00

Cool right ? Taken at ECP during the class bbq :)

i love these kinds of sceneries, especially when im alone, i don't know why, just feels good :]

Today's Band Exchange was dam funny, aparently my section only had 3 people (including me-.-) so i had to like play almost every part ? i think i screwed up most of it, but somehow this angmoh guy (some expert or something) said we were MARVELOUS!~

cool hor, i hope our hard work pays off for syf or it's all wasted :(

i should really learn to overcome jealousy/envy :/

AND GLUTTONY!

sighhh.. my life is really boring now, gotta figure new stuff to do

Singapore is so small

2009-03-16T07:25:00.000-07:00

The days arent turning out well for me recently.
This holiday isnt much of a holiday as well.
Lots of things to do, only 1 week, Not homework.
Going to bball tml after that bbq :)
Hope it doesnt rain =( please

supposed to go some syf rehearsal thing tml but i need a break from band :(
seriously i mean, i cant take band every single day you know, last week was like tues-sat D:
and if people say "but the other band members also have to stay back" well im not like those other band members!
Sorry Mr Yeo if i let you down or something by not going band, but i seriously need a break, and my studies.. i dont even want to get started about it.

apparently i have to cancel all my plans and go band tomorrow.
You people know its our HOLIDAY, why must you put so many rehearsals and stuff into it ?
what holiday is this ? is just school, Co-Curriculum Classes.

Today, Band, 8am-12:30pm ~~1:30pm-???~~
Tomorrow, Band 8AM-4:30PM+
Wednesday, Band (again), i have no idea.

whoopie, did i bring up last week ?

Tuesday,~~Band After School~~Sports day tryouts
Wednesday,Band After School
Thursday Friday same.
Saturday, Band

:(

2009-02-16T04:14:00.000-08:00

sighh common tests are coming soon, don't know if i'm ready, sigh.

ate at some indian store at jalan kayu with my parents,
ordered some mutton briyani thing with something called MILO GOZZILA, rite.
i din know what it was so i tried.
it was some weird combination of ice cream, milo and milo powder.
at first it was like a cool flavour burst, then when i ate my briyani after that, i felt like puking.
when i said i felt like vomitting, my dad jstu said "don't say these kind of things la!" with the angry face look >: riiiight. -.-

on my way back home, i accidentally slam the door too hard and i din know, my dad gave me the angry face look again, its like getting dam irritating ok ? bloody hell.

now i dont know what to do, seems i like get scolded/attitude by my dad like everyday, dont know if i can take it much longer. dammit.

2009-02-13T06:19:00.000-08:00

This feeling sucks, i don't know why, i can't explain how i'm feeling now, this sucks.
I'm supposed to be happy,
But i don't feel happy,
So that means i'm sad,
But i'm not supposed to be sad, cause there's nothing to be sad about.
So not im just emotionless now.
I'm so weird :(

2009-02-11T05:10:00.000-08:00

Heard people have been making rumours about me haha
I dun even go out already how would people know ? lol
Some people nothing better to do lol :/

I'm so happy cause i finally passed a test which is PHYSICS! 31/40 :)
while i failed all the other crap tests :(

School is so fun, especially when we get to play bball :D
though i still suck at it, still fun :P

Relax

2009-02-09T05:52:00.001-08:00

I want to have a chalet with my classmates again,
at night we go cycling till the sun rises,
the night air felt so good, smelled great, and there wasn't a problem in the world.
I wish we could have it again, but i guess now's not the time ):

Failed my EMaths common test, flunked my POA test cause i studied the part which carried lesser marks, this sucks.

Nothing seems to be looking up for me this year, i knew from the start that this was gonna be a bad year ): hopefully i predicted wrongly D:

i love the night air, i wish i was nocturnal.

2009-02-07T02:01:00.001-08:00

Band was alright today i guess
though ive been really tired and kinda stress these days :/

ytd we went to Singapore Conference Hall for a syf band rehearsal thing, with some other school danian sec.
it was kinda obvious they played better than us and they got more discipline and stuff (psst military band), but that doesnt mean they have to pass rotten comments about us! not sure if that's true.

E Maths test was horrible, wasnt sure what to study and had not enough time to study cause of the band thing :[
i felt really stupid as i stoned at the first question for about 10mins! in the end i still didnt solve that question then i heard it was like (1/2 base x height) or something, gay! like some primary school equation and i din even know lol ._.

now its saturday and im at home, well ive been home for the past few weekends loll.

i need to measure my weight

decision

2009-02-05T03:45:00.000-08:00

omgosh what should i do.

tomorrow i have POA, E maths and A maths lesson which i HAVE to attend cause it's crucial and if i miss one lesson i might be doomed.

but all is skippable cause i have to go SYF rehearsal from 9-1:30 and ill miss ALL the lessons! and i have an E Maths common test too! omfg...

i wish i could go both cause i have to go for both, if only i could split in two

:(

53kg D:

2009-02-05T00:19:00.000-08:00

I feel so great now, losing weight is fun :D

been playing basketball for the past two days, then after my first game my arm started to ache..
i thought it was like some sore arm or something, but until now it still hurts, freaky..

kinda stress with studies now, failed my POA test cause i din have time to do the last part which was 10 marks! and my theory with POA sucks like hell.. 17/40 :/

E Maths common test for the term tomorrow and i'm not even sure what to study! damn it, i'm so screwed, i want to concentrate more on my E maths cause O levels this year, but i have to maintain the other subjects too which is like -.-" ?

arghhhhh really dont know what to do now and somehow i'm actually glad i got 1 more year .. :]

2009-01-24T07:30:00.000-08:00

My dad just scolded me again. cause i went out to get a glass of water and left the fan on, he's in a bad mood cause of some 'argument' with my mum just now, yea ok so i have to suffer, thanks ah.

2009-01-23T20:36:00.000-08:00

Back home from eating Jalan Kayu's prata store.. well one of them, there are like so many! when my dad was driving i just look left i was like.. prata store.. prata store.. oh look desserts!.. prata store..

Haha but the prata was good, but it was kinda ex, egg prata for $1.50, worth it ? well the quality is i guess heh :P somehow i woke up at 9 today, it's kinda early for me, wonder why :/

So after prata my parents went to some garden thing and i had to follow! it was so hot and so much fumes from the lorries and trucks yuck! inside was like wet, muddy, sticky, thank goodness nothing went on my feet o:

It's 12:39 now and my day has just begun i guess, if im actually gna do anything -.- been so lazy cause of school and going dbg is like so ._."

well i'm off to do nothing, bye!

family ?

2009-01-21T05:04:00.000-08:00

Sigh, apparently i wasn't infected with conjunctivitis, but something even worse, due to some contact lense thing.. sigh, and i paid for my visit to the doctor thing too with some eye drops and ointment.

2009-01-21T01:52:00.000-08:00

Yo im backkkk..

This morning was super lame cause i was supposed to meet my friends at mac at 7 30
so i reached at 7 36 thinking i was late, then they say they miss 2 buses wtf ? lol
so in the end they reached at 8 20 ya QUITE fast guys o:

my stupid eye infection is getting worse, probably going to see doctor later on tonight and i have to pay by myself woohoo.

my mom is forcing me to show every piece of work i do at school for reasons i dont know of,
seems like when she's in a bad mood she has to take it out on me, like she always does ?

sigh hopefully ill do well for e maths this yr so i dont have to face it again next year, and pass CLB so i dont have to see fong :D

bye!

A new beginning ?

2009-01-20T04:40:00.000-08:00

Heyyy, decided to update my blog again since i have so many random thoughts in my mind.. haha but hey no one readys this blog anymore anyway so heck

Recently struck with conjunctivitis (eye infection) and its like contagious, practically everything in my room has been infected ..? -.- i don't really know, but im seeing the doctor tomorroww.

Anyway was at a coffeeshop near my house having my dinner alone, since my parents are at tampines right now -.-

i'm beginning to become more lazy and i don't feel like going out, maybe cause of my lack of sleep cause of school ._. but i have to study hard as this year i'm taking E Maths O lvls! must get A1 la :( Then next year will be more relaxing and have lesser subjects heh.

School was fine, this morning a group of sec1/2 students kena punish for playing Duel Masters.. HAHA suckers, that's for playing a lame game and wasting your money on such a game, ok maybe i'm being abit too harsh now :/

Hmm i think ill sleep soon, hopefully my stupid eye infection will be better or i'll like go to the doctor tomorrow by myself since my mom keeps complaining about how much i waste money cause i keep going doctor, so i'm paying by myself ..

Heh and i'm glad i actually have real friends who are there for me (well most of the time o:) :D and my baby who kept cheering me up when i was down these few days :P i seriously don't know why i was upset, that's like lame la -.-

k bye blog, it was fun updating you again :)

2008-12-09T01:31:00.001-08:00

OMG BRYAN HO ZAN RONG.
HAHAHAHHAHAJDHJASDHASDHJASDHJ

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2008-10-18T08:16:00.001-07:00

Baby:(

2008-10-18T08:16:00.000-07:00

Baby:(

2008-09-22T06:05:00.000-07:00

Baby if you'd only realized how much I love you.

Some people says letting go is the easiest way out but no.
I don't want the easiest way out when it's hurting me so much.

I'm holding on no matter what

)':

-xx

2008-09-22T02:33:00.001-07:00

If i had a wish,

i want to be able to stop time,

so i can always be with you,

baby
):

2008-09-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

i miss baby :(

and im listening to saku cause i feel like screaming for no apparent reason :D

dam my sec3 sch mates are graduating next year and i have one more extra year :/

even baby! omg o:

i need a drumset at home soon, maybe if i get good results my parents will buy.

heheheh

2008-09-12T05:22:00.000-07:00

Hello!

i was bored so i decided to change my blogskin :)
i am not emo

thanks to baby for changing my blogskin :)
mwwwraasdzxcasdh~

2008-09-12T05:14:00.000-07:00

I love Bryan Ho. :D

He just doesn't know how much I love him to bits.
{:

2008-08-20T02:17:00.001-07:00

This is about the 3rd time youve done it again.

ive told u before, i dont like those one-word replies,

but yet you still give them to me.

2008-08-17T07:45:00.001-07:00

so true lol!
credits to jq if im not wrong.

Lol i just realised that in arguements, it will never go anywhere.

when people state their points, they always think they're right,

then the other person states his/her point of view thinking they're right.

If u know ur wrong, and u are, just admit it, don't try to act like some big shot and try to shoot the person back.

this is not directed at anyone, i just thought about it.

What's stupider is thinking that having the last word in an arguement, means you 'won'.

Anyway theres school tomorrow :/

And im missing baby alr,

super happy to see her at suntec today :)

even though it was only awhile but it was worth it heh :P

10th of march :)

2008-08-03T00:35:00.000-07:00

Hey baby,
I'm really sorry for what i did yesterday,
I promise not to think so much anymore ok ? :)
I hope u forgive me and pretend this never happened cause i know i overreacted as i thought too much /:
Sorry!
My throat's all better too,
so now i can enjoy my food again,
but ill watch what i eat so that the thing wun come back,
for u ok baby ? :)
Exactly 1 more week to our 5th month
we'll go somewhere else other then dbg on sat k ?
I love u baby 1314 (cheena) :) <3

2008-07-24T06:18:00.000-07:00

Clara
honestly im really tired of all this arguements and stuff.
who knows maybe its ur fault, maybe its not.
i just wna say out some things.

"Why not just say things straight at me.Be it on msn, or via sms ."
Well she has posted it on her blog, even without your name its kind of obvious that she's talking about you.
you yourself didnt even say val's name in your blog didnt you ?
Why not you just say stuff to her straight at her ?
couldnt you msn/sms her like u stated ?

"What I've said to Ahkang, he told you all, right?Would there be a point of me repeating what I've said, since you already know EVERYTHING?"

Lol, she knew everything aft ah kang told her, couldnt you just tell val first instead of ah kang ? well that might save the time of u telling ah kang and then he telling val, instead u shouldve just tell her straight in her face huh.

"You would be at dbg, without fail, every Saturday."

wow so i presume the esplanade is in dbg huh.
annd to your past post "But well, Esplanade for a change?I guess it's better than my house hur."
val said she MAYBE going your house in the MORNING right ?
well she overslept by accident so why must she then rush all the way to your house to spend another 30 mins - 1hr at your house ?
we already planned to go esplanade before saturday and that was in the EVENING right ?

ok back to the topic.
"Sure, you've got the freedom to go out with your beloved boyfriend, ANYTIME YOU WANT"
"But THIS SATURDAY?"
lol so saturday is not part of the 'anytime' ur stating huh ?

"When we're supposed to meet up and "settle matters" with Trac?"
From what ive heard, Suki probably misunderstood what val said, and val already said she was kidding and meant no offences, Suki probably told Trac some wrong parts that made val look like she's in the wrong. well thats what i think so its not cfm.
hmm maybe just tell Trac its a misunderstanding and miscommunication ? why go down to dbg just to talk these kind of things out ? there are handphones and computers for a reason.

"Oh, please don't come telling me, you only get to meet your beloved boyfriend once a week, so of cos want spend more time with him this Saturday."
Well she DOES only get to meet me once a week. and she DOES want to spend more time with me, if u dun want her/us to come telling u that, then what we say ? thats our reason already, we can even say it in ur face, oh wait, u dont want us to come telling u that reason huh.

"I hope you didn't forget who was the one who started this whole matter."
lol who ? who ?
say in the person face la, like you said what.

Oh btw Trac said he only wanted you to be there,
so it shouldnt be "we're supposed to settle matters with Trac"

just ask me anything if i have made any mistakes k thanks.

but to tell you/ anyone the truth, i am tired of all this arguments, fighting and flame wars.
and if one shoot, the other one shoot, it'll just never end. either one party gives in or they'll keep going on. hopefully we'll find a solution to this.

2008-07-08T07:24:00.000-07:00

Clara.
I know ur recent post was about me, n some other people.
my english isn't very good and if i made any mistakes in whatever im about to say pls tell me ok ? thx.
whatever im gna say will be in my opinion, if u have any questions towards me feel free to ask.

Firstly,
"Why bother shrugging ALL YOUR GROUSES aside and act as though nothing had happened?".
We'll you girls do the same to us right ? and u have ur own personal reasons for doing so, just like us guys , we have our own reasons for keeping it to ourselves. Maybe we're keeping it to ourselves cause its not a problem related to you ? and i know that girl & girl or guy & guy can relate better (from what u said) so why should we tell some of our unneccessary problems to you ? maybe u wun understand ? or it might make matters worse.

"Because you were afraid that I would be angry/unhappy?"
Or maybe we're keeping it to ourselves cause we're afraid you might get angry/unhappy, well maybe you wont get angry but maybe the males think u are angry. As u said Male and females have different types of thinking, i guess thats how us guys are thinking right ? u wun understand cause ur a female.

"WHAT'S WITH YOU PEOPLE KEEPING "SECRETS"."
Honestly, we haven kept any secrets from u. We were just stating our opinions on what we felt, for me, i told val and did not tell u as i did not want to matter to be raked up, i did not expect val to tell u about it. But even if she did (which she did), you could take it as an advice right ? (btw i havent called you weird/strange or said that u wanted leon to be perfect). You could take it as an advice and understand how we guys feel when you do things like (e.g One word replies ?), i understand that maybe girls give one word replies cause they dunno what to say, but we guys think that your'e dao-ing us, maybe u din know that cause ur a girl, well now that you know, maybe in the future you might stop giving one word replies to people especially guys or they might think ur dao-ing them, if you still insist on giving one word replies, then whats the point of me voicing out this problem when u wun change ?

I know that what i have just said has alot of errors,problems or even contradictions in them, so if u have any questions to ask me, feel free to ask in msn, tag my blog or blog it out and state that ur talking to me.

& im sorry, maybe its my fault that somehow this matter is raked up again.

On a different topic,
TWO MORE DAYS!
Loving baby~ (:

2008-06-27T16:26:00.000-07:00

well its saturday..
preparing to go for CCA already, sigh fri sat n sun all got CCA wtf.
i wna see baby more ):
well at least its gna be a 2-day school week next week,
lots of things have happened in my life but i guess i was too lazy to blog it out before -.-
yay i get to see baby tdayy and 4th month coming lerrr! :D

i love you babyy

2008-06-10T08:41:00.000-07:00

hahah i proved my baby wrongg!

turns out today's plan wasnt ruined and we sat on the flyer

the great part was only leon,clara,violet,wesley, baby n i were in one car of the flyer!

:D

the best part was that i was with my baby (:

thanks leon for the tickets and thanks to the rest for being there :D

i had a great time today, especially with my babyyy

baby! i read the letter you gave me, and i feel just the same way (:

iloveyou <3

happy 3rd month {:

2008-06-09T20:42:00.000-07:00

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2008-06-05T07:56:00.001-07:00

people say i rarely smile,

and now ive been smiling alot o:

youre the reason i keep smiling (:

i love you baby!

1oo3o8 <3

2008-05-28T09:05:00.000-07:00

hahas since many people are beginning to use the word 'dearest'

xx shall now be called..
'baby dearest'! :D
*level up*

lol yay now our name calling thingy is special again o:

ohh and leon's dog is cute la.
and sleeping with dearest is nice (:
shes so huggablee (not fat) :D

quack quacks ilu <3 (:

2008-05-24T09:31:00.000-07:00

hi.

i am here to say that my baby dearest is..

nice

sweet

caring

good

guai?!

not fat!

not ugly!

my girlF!!

nice beyond reasoning!

and is nice!

o:

quacks ilu :D

2008-05-22T21:44:00.000-07:00

Hello hello hello
Since naughty bryan doesnt wna blog
I'll blog for him
Hello I am Valerie Chia Xin Xiu
A very nice person
Who loves Bryan
And Bryan loves me
And and and we live happy ever after
and and I can't think of anymore to type
cos I am bored
so boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
WHERE IS BRYAN HO ZAN RONG O:
Probably playing IIDX lol.
Itchy fingers
I love sappy Korean dramas, though it might not be as fun as comedy

hahahah ANTI-IIDX
WHO'S UP FOR DDR OR PIU!?
I wna go a strike !!!!!!
NO IIDX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahah bye!
Ho zan rong is MINEEEEEEE

2008-05-22T09:06:00.000-07:00

lol.

accuracy of death was chim.
i thought it was some typical love story,
but instead it was smthing else O_O
overall it was okayy, the movie was good cause of two things,
great storyline, and dearest was watching with me :D

she superrrrr nice sia *no sarcasms* o:

quacks (:

2008-05-12T04:39:00.000-07:00

hahas got this from some website..

1.
mapletard

A word mainly used in Singapore and Malaysia, made up of the words 'Maple' and 'Retard',
to show someone who plays MapleStory to such a great extent that he feels that the whole game is his life, and thus threatens people in other games to 'COME MAPLE LA! WE PLAY KS WAR LA CB' and that sort of thing.

Mapletards also tend to stay in groups, so, when you see one Mapletard, it is likely that there are more nearby, and they will ALWAYS stand up for one another, since they like to attack en-masse, because their collective brain power is roughly equivalent to that of a cow.

Which is impressive, compared to their own brain power, which can be compared to that of a prawn. It should also be said that if you do happen to encounter a Mapletard, it is important to either kill him, or otherwise dispose of him,

since he will attack you for no reason, and will then proceed to KS (Kill Steal) you and start insulting your whole family, e.g, "NB COME LA! WAN FIGHT IS IT! I CALL MY GUILD COME! NB MTF CB! GO SUCK YOUR FATHER COCK LA!" This is just a sentence from a minor Mapletard.

The hardcore Mapletards are much worse.

"My God, that guy is such a mapletard. Why does he keep ksing all our mobs? Must be because he played too much Maple." -.-

lol 'mapletards' o:
- ~ -
sigh been really bored lately,

June holidays are coming soon but it doesnt really make a difference (thanks to band -.-)

ahh i really miss xinxiu alot noww ): hope she misses me o:

muahs~ iloveu :D

:)

2008-05-07T09:04:00.000-07:00

BRYAN HO ZAN RONG ~

2 MORE DAYS

( HAHAHA I don't know when you will see this post anyway :P but when you do, remember to smile like some doofus )

I LOVE YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOUUUU

Muahs.
:)

foreverforeverforever <3

2008-04-27T23:17:00.000-07:00

whoa, suddenly my mood completely changed.
i suddenly feel like all my stress has gone away
and im now quite happy. o:

shucks i wna buy a drumset but i cant even save a cent -.-
i should learn from my brother lorr, well just about the money saving thing.

omgg imy xinxiu ):

2008-04-16T02:42:00.001-07:00

lol.

ill post things later if anything hits my mind o:

2008-04-13T03:20:00.000-07:00

Ahh Sunday again.

Back to school tml o:

well at least thers a holiday on friday,

and no more band till mid years end :D

Thanks xinxiu dear for the chocolates (:

its all in my stomach already haha yums

i miss you already /:

And dbg on sat was great hahas,

and ther were like so many hotties omgggg HOT.

TanTH585 youre growing up hahas, porn freak.

ahh im like trapped at home.

boredboredboredbored

2008-03-31T07:44:00.000-07:00

school was real FUN today.
i almost literally died today before it was even 2 -.-
still have 4 more days of FUN school whoooo.
i bet evryone thinks its gonna be fun too :D

2008-03-30T04:16:00.001-07:00

ahhs lazy to blog.
but i jus wna say that im in a good mood (:

2008-03-29T09:40:00.001-07:00

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2008-03-25T00:55:00.000-07:00

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ZR has gone to sleep. ):
This is XX.
Hiiiiiiiii.
I can't sleep.
I'm gna invade this blog. Muahahhahaahaha.

Say Hi to Zanrong and xiaoboy.

(Guess who took the pict)
Hm *roll eyes*

Hahahahahahhaha.
I love him to the max! :D

Nightynightsssssss.

Ps, (I always have one, don't I? -_-) I wna hear Zr sleep talking O:

2008-03-24T00:03:00.000-07:00

ZanRong needs more homework than xiexinxiu cos he's gna stay 1 more year in sec sch :B
(Dont hate xinxiu for saying this :D)

Arcade is getting boring, yawnnnnnnnnnn.

ps, XXX hatesHZR {:
(opposite.)

2008-03-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

performed for Ngee Ann's founder's day todayy.

it was kind of alright, but it was really really hottt O:

&the spotlight was extremely bright ._.

but it was kind of fun hahas

ahh.
im starting to like band (:

2008-03-18T05:11:00.001-07:00

i feel really shitty
my life is so fuckedd up.
i have nothing to look forward to in my life now, its just dull & boring.
how i wish life could be more interesting D;

Last day of march holidays

2008-03-15T21:01:00.000-07:00

O:
holidays are ending! back to school x.x
i know that its gonna be REALLYY fun when school reopens -.-

anyway going swimming now, hopefully can go bowling later [:

&ALBERT, CHEER UP, i THINK i know what happen, but anyways cheer up!
no one likes to see you depressed ):

2008-03-13T18:10:00.000-07:00

my blogskin changed woo hahas, thanks xx (:

so i guess i wont be deleting my blog lols.

2008-03-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

i will delete this blog when school reopens.

cheers.

2008-03-11T23:06:00.001-07:00

Band was so boring.

im just gonna rot at home now
bye!

2008-03-11T08:36:00.000-07:00

Lol havent blogged lately.. on the count that im too lazy to :

Been in a really good mood these past few days, watched some good movies.

Im so happyy now thanks to a special someone (:

ily XinXiu [:

:D

2008-02-27T06:00:00.000-08:00

Im kind of happy today, i dunno why.

BYE ALBERT, ILL MISS YOU BADLY ):

School sucks, i wish one of the construction workers is a suicide bomber then he blows up the whole school (without me inside it duh -.-),
that would be cool ;)

I think my tagboard got problem, people tell me they cannot tag, right, ok -.- .

i freaking wish i was in private schooool.
ahhhh i wna ddr now.
i wna dmgf too!
but im out of money, great -.-

Lalalas i cant wait to try CABAL once the open beta comes out.
right now im just tired from school, finishes at 4+ almost evryday -.-, well luckily valerie was bored too so i had someone to talk to besides my school friends hahas (:
Bottom line is, school sucks.
Im off to sleep, buh byes! :D

2008-02-16T19:37:00.000-08:00

Saturday.. went to CCK.

Sunday.. tonned at erica's place.. i slept the most,
For many reasons..

Met some new guy .. he think he knows so much..
opens his big mouth..

I should'nt have tonned.. if i knew this was going to happen..

i have alot to say to him.. but i rather keep it to myself..
I should'nt vent my anger on him.. just wasting my time..

I'll just hurt myself.

Pfft, as if i can get anymore hurt.

2008-02-10T07:56:00.000-08:00

Hahas, had a really great & funny time at jasmine's house as the Nut family was ther

to eat steamboat! :D

it was great, i loved the hotdogs & sea cucumbers ._.

at night i din really liked the movie they were watching so i just went to sleep

then jasmine stole my part of the bed, and i had to sleep on the floor. -.-

LikeThat's back is SOOO cushiony! its like a pillow, so i pushed my foot against his back :D

The next day when i woke up, we ate instant noodles o.o and Jasmine's brother was like

wanting to join whatever we did o_o . well i didnt mind.

I went back to sleep after eating my bar of chocolate (im starting to love chocolate bars)

And her brother stole my voodoo beanie thing and put his smelly foot infront of my face x.x

Then went to dbg, i was half-asleep throughout the whole day.

Now i feel like killing myself

i hate myself

i have a headache too

but most importantly i hate myself

i wanna die, kill myself.

2008-01-29T02:00:00.000-08:00

Got this from Faiz's bulletin.

"--Guys hate it when you talk aboutyour ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest."

"--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about."

Lol so cool, im like that.

But i wont be saying anything else abt this :D .

Most of you dun understand what im talking abt,

whatever.

Almost cut my wrist with a pen knife today.

But i dun dare lose blood. Lol.

Just being random

During sku, Enirhcment teacher confiscated my hp .

Anyone got spare phone ?

Boredd.

2008-01-28T03:26:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to blog lately.

Playing a super cute game on PSP

LocoRoco ღ :D

DM so sian

DDR okay ba

Pump it up got high score ler

mm.. NOW TO TRY PARA. LOL. see the people do robot so cool.

anyways its only monday.

and it feels like forever.

2008-01-20T07:59:00.000-08:00

Sunday.

Hahhas.

Had an interesting day at DBG tday

Jasmine, Piggy, LikeTHAT, Flora, Albert and Joel were there

DDR machine was ours, yeah baby.

Good start for the new week -_-

2008-01-19T08:09:00.000-08:00

Saturdayy.

Went down to DBG aft Band..

Nothing interesting really happened there, Everything the same, but i like it that way hahas.

Not fair, im not allowed to clamp Piggy's head cause it might mess up her hair,

But she can still clamp me. I demand my rights! ._.

2008-01-17T00:09:00.000-08:00

Lol.

I wonder what the teacher will do if i did that.

Tml will be going to DBG lol.

Cya.

2008-01-15T01:57:00.001-08:00

Im gonna fail my A maths test.

Ah well at least the teacher will now understand that she sucks.

Took Height and Weight during PE today.. I grew tallerrr!!

By 1cm -_- .

Bored bored bored, its only tuesday ._.

The next three days will be kinda boring,

Unless someone does something stupid.

That'll be quite cool (:

Maths is gonna kill me

2008-01-13T23:28:00.000-08:00

Gahhhhh. i cant take it. i dont understand a single thing in maths anymore.

Maybe its just that the teacher is so freaking boring. She just keeps blabbing on and on like i understand -_-.

And she keeps complaining why we sometimes dont understand what shes teaching and she has to teach slower. HELLO thats why we are in the NORMAL stream, thats why we get the ONE extra year jeez.

I used to be quite good in Maths, but now i rather concentrate on my other subjects cause i find it more interesting -.- . If i really dam jia lat can anyone help me out ? as long as you dont have a GL face (mai lan) its okay with me, as long as i learn something.

Last Friday and Saturday was okay, at least people came, and i kept my word on the "tap 1 credit for you" thing ._.

EDIT : Why are my words crammed together ? i cant make them seperate what the eff.

2008-01-10T00:51:00.000-08:00

Hahas its almost Friday, finally get to go out soon.

Rotting at home.

School is driving me crazy.

Whoever go DBG tml or Sat and pei me,

Ill tap DDR for you bwahaha ._.

Bye.

2008-01-08T06:18:00.000-08:00

The REAL way to play DrumMania ._.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1fdhKy-k9DI

DDR Shadowing at it's finest

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wM0loICnkfw

Im going dbg on Friday/Saturday anyone going? ):

Wahaha

2008-01-07T05:09:00.000-08:00

Woots im $150 richer from the school's 'good progress award'.

Now thinking of what to do with the money hmm..

apart from that nothing interesting happened today.

2008-01-05T21:14:00.000-08:00

Saturday 5/1

Went for CCA in the morning at school (it sucked) , the band leader knows that half the band already quitted, yet she still wants to treat us like shit, at least we came? The attendance list was like , out of 5 people 1 came -.- .

Anyway, went down to dbg aft that. Steven, Justin, Erica, Jasmine, Piggy, LikeThat, Albert, Joel, Nicholas, Maurice, Violet, Clairis, Flora, David and The CCK people were there.

Nothing interesting really happened there, except for that Piggy and Jasmine kept clamping my head , Piggy's one didnt hurt, but when Jasmine clamped my head , i had a headache for a few minutes -_-. Steven played para with his 'style' of playing and some dude did ballet on the para machine , maybe i missed the fun parts cause i slept in the arcade halfway. Went back at around 11:30 .

I wonder if anything else happened there, cause i have really bad memory ._. . Anyway I fell asleep with my contacts on so now i have sore eyes x.x . Sundays are so boring, and there's school tml. z.

o_o

2008-01-04T09:01:00.000-08:00

Hey evryone, i was bored so i decided to make a blog hahas. ill try to update often and if you need anything please tag (: . P.S im not really good at this blogging thing, so yea.