Tuesday, August 3, 2010
haha, everytime i look back at this blog, my ex posts are so "cute" -_- .but i won't delete them tho, they're memories..
just wanted to say that, when i was in the hospital,
i was extremely scared, every second, when you were not by my side, mom.
and dad too, i didn't miss you out, don't worry :) i love you 2, my parents.
iloledat5:27 AM
Monday, May 3, 2010
MY Official Song of 2010.TTL (Time To Love) - T-ara & Supernova
iloledat7:46 AM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Obsessed with Maroon 5 now :)But seriously.. i feel, weird now.
It's been about 2 years since J*****
i feel like such a S******
I need to get over this ;)
It feels disgusting
iloledat2:47 AM
Friday, March 12, 2010
The end
Re-opened this blog as i feel that it's probably the only thing i can open up completely to now..nobody understands me.. maybe they say they do but.. they don't feel what i'm feeling now..
Valerie
I've always wondered. What are you thinking ? Are you thinking of me ? What are you doing, at this very second. Do you miss me ? Well Val, I do miss you.
Remember when we always told each other that we'll never leave one another's side ? How we, simply didn't say anything yet we knew how contented we were.
To me, the good times we had together, always overthrow the bad times, even at it's worse. So, did you consider the good times we had ? or were the bad times just too overwhelming.
Val, it was, or should've been, all about us. Not one guy or girl should come between us or even crossed our mind, that's what i always believed in, did you ?
When you broke up with me, for the last time, it was ringing in my head like, a siren that spoiled and won't shut up, that, someone could be involved in this. You told me it's only about us, and i believed you.
So, was it that easy to, hold his hand, kiss him, tell him you loved him ? you said, you didn't love him, but you liked him, was that a reason to be with him ? to kiss the lips of another man who's lips used to be mine, in one day, was it that easy, Val ?
Actions speak louder than words and, you actions definately spoke.. So did mine when i said i don't think that we should've been together anymore, but deep inside, i could still look at you as i loved you.
Did you even, think about me, when you were close to other guys ?
About, how paranoid and insecure you were. When i was the one always true to my heart, and to yours.
Is it really the end now ? Only God knows. I would not smile saying i hope we move on because i wish we never had to. The only regret i have had in those 2 years was not showing you how much i truly loved you, and cared for you, as my baby.
iloledat5:39 PM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Random Entry #1
Dear blog, :)It is exactly 2:04am on my computer clock.
A few more weeks and i'll be back in school.
I'm hungry but I don't wanna eat because i just got my teeth brushed.
Tired, but don't wanna sleep, feels like a waste of my holiday..
Bored, exactly why i'm blogging this crap right now.
It is now 2:05am on my computer clock.
I CARE.
iloledat10:03 AM
Monday, August 31, 2009
Stupid blog. i thought i freaking closed you already. bloody hell just freaking close already la freaking shit. stupid blog. just die lailoledat4:11 AM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Cool right ? Taken at ECP during the class bbq :)
i love these kinds of sceneries, especially when im alone, i don't know why, just feels good :]
Today's Band Exchange was dam funny, aparently my section only had 3 people (including me-.-) so i had to like play almost every part ? i think i screwed up most of it, but somehow this angmoh guy (some expert or something) said we were MARVELOUS!~
cool hor, i hope our hard work pays off for syf or it's all wasted :(
i should really learn to overcome jealousy/envy :/
AND GLUTTONY!
sighhh.. my life is really boring now, gotta figure new stuff to do
Singapore is so small